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Fighting fear

Fear does not get any smaller as I get older I feel, however confidence in certain areas definitely grows, and this shows. Need to focus on what I know I can do, and what I can push my limits on and be uncomfortable, take risks. Do it for yourself, do it every day. Words to live life by next few weeks.
Another way to think about life... living to the fullest of my capability is by far the most satisfying thing, so ask yourself, are you living to your full potential? If not what can I do better.

Relationships

Can learn a lot from different people and personalities... Through retail get a lot of exposure to this. One particular of interest is Georgia, sharp, direct, know what you want kind of nature. Having a personality tilting toward more unobtrusive and sometimes unwilling to step on others toes... If you want something take it! Likewise if my gut feeling is something is not for me (research?) ditch it. Be obnoxious if I have to, disregard others perception, rather than miss an opportunity

Goal setting:
Mastery is better achieved through singular focus... need to keep it simple

Gymnastics
  • Want to be able to execute basic gymnastics exercises, so I can teach them also
  • Make use of facility up north
Hapkido
  • Honestly dont know. Enjoy martial arts exploration and seeing something for first time
  • Not that driven about achieving new grades to be honest
Ultimate
  • Continue slow progression through weights and specific conditioning, not moving too fast
  • Still not playing, working Saturdays... sucks but can't really do much about it. Get off at 3pm next week. 

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