Skip to main content

Remember the Pendant

The start of the new year, and being on holiday the last 10 days has not helped me relax and recharge from a tough first week at work as much as I would have liked. I think this problem is coming from the fact I am letting small worry's and insecurities take over and unsettle my mind. Even though I've had a pretty relaxing week at home, small commitments I need to keep up with such as gym, sleep pattern and rehab have been causing me more trouble than necessary. 

I think this just stems from the busy year I've had ending on the south island trip and graduation. This took me further away from a more free-flowing confident life I want to live, and more towards an insecure and busy life swept up in juggling numerous commitments. If I want to be able to manage effectively the sporting, social and work commitments I will be juggling this year (2016), I will need to further develop my planning skills. 
Things I could improve are setting dates aside in advance, i.e. weekends up north, frisbee tournaments (ocean beach, twin harbor) so I can get time off work and let my mind rest more easily knowing these things are written down and taken care of. I also need to leave more time to prepare for and arrive to a training, work day, social event so I can get the maximum out of these. 

If the habits I have today are to be on par with the dreams I have for tomorrow, I need to be a better planner (even meticulous, Bart Watson) and be a bit more ruthless about things like sleep (I need more!) rehabbing and gym training. 

Also taking a bath/spa and relaxing every once in a while wouldnt hurt either. And don't rush around so much. 

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Love vs Fear? The Art of Self-Awareness

A familiar feeling of trepidation swept over me.  I stepped over the threshold into the cold clinical setting of a Yr two practical examination room.  "have i missed my exam slot?" , "did they forget to call me in?" panicking, I fought to retain composure as my clinical supervisor approached me. "Alex, there you are! please come through, the exam is about to start" . As stood and waited to see which examiner and clinical scenario I would get, p ast memories flashed through my mind of my first exam sit.  "What If I fail again?" The same words echoed in my mind hauntingly, inviting the inevitable.  I was directed towards the furthest booth, with my examiner Richard, head of the musculoskeletal department, who curtly nodded as I nervously greeted him. An exam moderator sat a short distance furiously scribbling on a clipboard. I read the brief and the exam timer rang to signal the start.  He began "You have a 45 yr old builder with rig...
Post a Comment
Read more

New week new ideas

Tough week... Getting crap Xmas shifts at work, uncertainty about enough work over summer, lingering doubt about work choices, and above all an uncontrollable urge to do something for the planet but confused and unsure what I can do. It came to me that composting is the most logical option, learning as much as possible about how to do it right and make a business out of it, by selling sweet wooden bins made out of recycled pallets. It will take a bit to get off the ground (See Givealittle) It took a fair bit of mental energy to make a decision, but felt great to and gave me a clear direction, when before I was feeling a little out of sorts. The ideas that flow on from a project like this are limitless, who can say how far reaching this will become? For now its not about money just making a positive difference, to neighbors and Kingsland residents. New ride... Picked up a great secondhand bike from T-whites, absolutely love it. Incredibly fast, lightweight and agile it suits my...
Post a Comment
Read more

Thursday entry, Hapkido

Emotions: Confident (skills as a trainer), engaged (with new challenges, hapkido), comfortable (working with team in studio), satisfied (with daily challenges as a trainer, run club, motivated clients) Wednesday was a great day for me, came back to train some afternoon clients (Jaz) who had a great sessions with deadlifts. Tried Hapkido which have been meaning to do for ages, was good fun and learned heaps, great atmosphere to train in. Looking forward to next Wednesday (albeit late). Considering AGM tomorrow, or heading out to Piha Friday night. Need to bike into work tomorrow to make it work. AGM should be good fun, have a few drinks after with the club members which don't get to do too often, make most of it. Head out to piha early Saturday, looks like ideal plan. Work-ons: Knowing and keeping track of what kind of program being followed, beginner, superset, dropset,  how hard I need to push, and what kind of verbal cues I will provide throughout. Example: Jasmine need ...
Post a Comment
Read more